I played Robot Unicorn Attack today.
Last year, I would play it when I wanted a break from thinking. I think I’m okay at it, but I couldn’t catch up to Greg and Amogh once they developed the skills. I also think it’s fine that I’m just okay at it. I just zone out and zoom on by.
I said I play it when I don’t want to think. Naturally, this time I started thinking while playing. And to my dismay, it didn’t affect my playing, even though it had been six months since the last time I played.
It’s not like I needed to block out my thoughts, it’s just that another junior memory is disappearing. There was some magic last year that doesn’t exist anymore. Maybe I always wanted to be a junior, to make believe as a junior, and have peace and harmony. There wasn’t the pressure of being top dog, and there was a carefree attitude of one more year.
But I love being a senior, too. It’s great to be looked up to, and I know I’ll be able to improve myself even more. I've finally fulfilled one of my high school goals.
Mr. E passed out the drum major audition packets today.
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